Lately I've had things racking my brain, like why did i ruin one of the best friendships i ever had? or Was it even my fault or hers? These wont stop bothering me, day-by-day. Then there the fact that i have a crush on two other people even though i have a girlfriend, whom i have been dating for 7 months now.
The other thing that's bugging me is, that fact my mom pointed out almost all the symptoms of depression that i have. Things seem to be pointing in the wrong direction. I'm always sleeping i cant finish my newest painting out if fear of messing it up. I guess i have a full plate. But its so hard to be confident when everything is slowly falling apart? Can i find a way to overcome it or will i be stuck like this for the rest of my existence....